

My shadowShadow My shadow. Forever changing forever morphing its my alter my wish it fallows like a loyal dog to its owner side by side unnoticeable yet still there. Its a whole new world a parallel universe its trying to kill me and take me away from this dreaded world is my shadow trying to drag me to the depths of death. Yet shadow cant because it has no power over me stock me all you please. But Im me I do change like you I do have my worries and I also hide in the shadows like you but unlike you I can show my many colors and emotions for shadow you are a darkened blob following me step by step with out crMy shadow


The real flower of deep sleepSHHH. Im a flower of deep sleep come in my presence and suck in the poison of my voice cry on my shoulder and tell me your whole lifes story and then fall into eternal sleep and never awake. In your sleep every thing is write youre whom ever you want to be you never look down and you always smile. I hold your pain and sorrows in my hands and banish them into my heart. So come to me Im a flower of deep sleep but the only thing I ask for is eternal loneliness in my realm of happiness but oo Im so lonely .SHH.The real flower of deep sleep


rejectedi cry tears of crimson redrejected
your not coming back i know
but its to sad to bear that thought anymore you have my heart you have my soul
no long can i take living without you in this tradgic
world where angels turn away from me
and demons glare with so much hate im not excepted on earth nor hevan and hell
the only one i want approval of is you
so tonight i say my last goodbyes which dont take to long
im gone without you and i cry crimson red to find out your not dead.


Cutcut the cut deep i feel the tingel of my vains pulsing. a crooked smile plays across my face no tears or anger just blood that pools there and slids down the road of the cut. again i do it i start to feel better its not my fualt i got what i desreved i had it comeing if i dident do it some one else would have. blood stains my pants the knife still cutting into my vains slash after slash of skin my wrists forever scared and still open i laugh at the sight im probably delusional from the loss of blood vision blurry. i fall to the ground with ten cuts on each arm not deep enough to kill me alone but all together im so close to death i can feel iCut